China Doll

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Strong on the outside and so fragile inside. How come eyes never lie? Smiling, sparkling, teary eyes full of joyful visions, weak for love, but blind for indifference.

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– Beautiful china doll you have. Preserve it well, take a good care of it, or it might break into painfully small pieces. You can only have one china doll in a lifetime. Even if you get a second one, it will never be the same. Give her life and she will be yours forever. But don’t forget, It bruises easily, so be gentle when you handle it…”

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My Macedonian Ways

123456(DRESS Desigual, SHOES Zara, SCARF BERSHKA, BRACELETS Stradivarius)

Catch me in the rye and go with the wind. Squeeze the juice called life out of nature’s veins, drink it and make it happen. Touch your mind, and smile. Embrace your body, and enjoy. Open your heart, and play. Fill up the tank and drive to the wildest place. Find it, explore it, own it. Imagine yourself without it, but never wish it. Take care of your garden and make it your 9th cloud. Bring the sky down here and go up there. Look back at your place and you will know that you will never leave it again.

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Heat

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So Neil said:”Don’t let yourself get attached to anything you are not willing to walk out on in 30 seconds flat, if you feel the heat around the corner.”

I am counting down to 30.

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Night and Day

3A new dawn is born – again asking for light –

sunny day  – shiny face and sight,

temperature rising – remembering last night,

wind blowing – touching it, even blind…

Clouds appear one by one – still the same incredible way

covering the lonely sky – without even fading away

missing one star only – the one he is in love with

instead a divine sunset is glowing – elevating her above the truth

gold and colors up there playing – like unreal heaven, like forgotten myth

but rain starts to fall – needing that flesh to reach

and now the sky is crying – desiring deep inside, her body to leash

calling his star to come – she to be the only one

to make him like he is born again – and let her live his life for him…

2008, Bulgaria

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Indecent Intentions

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(DRESS H&M, SHOES Mango)

I remember once when I was young, and I was coming back from some place, a movie or something. I was on the subway and there was a girl sitting across from me and she was wearing this dress that was bottoned queer up right to here, she was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. And I was shy then, so when she would look at me I would look away, then afterwards when I would look back she would look away. Then I got to where I was gonna get off, and got off, the doors closed, and as the train was pulling away she looked right at me and gave me the most incredible smile. It was awful, I wanted to tear the doors open. And I went back every night, same time, for two weeks, but she never showed up. That was 30 years ago and I don’t think that there’s a day that goes by that I don’t think about her, I don’t want that to happen again. Just one dance?

John, “Indecent Proposal”, 1993

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Work Hard, Party Harder, Play The Hardest

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(COAT Zara, TOP Mango, PANTS Bershka, SHOES Unif, SUNGLASSES Prada)

Every day is Christmas, and every night is New Year’s Eve… That’s how I live, that’s how I love…Cherish the day, devour the night… Emotional consumer and attention producer, full of contradictions and lacking patience…

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The girl saw a woman in the mirror and didn’t say a word. Sometimes we cannot believe who we actually are, or who we have become. She looked her right into her eyes and touched her face: “How can it be possible?!” A sip of red wine, a salty olive, and a new way: “So I live right here, right now, I do my best, and I still want more… If that is all, I want it all :)”…

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About hearts…

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Sounds of beats I hear every single day

and some kind of peaceful joy appears on my bay.

Like music they make my soul fly away

because they brought the life to that lonely castaway.

Another rhythm now is echoing inside.

There is another purpose to exist and fight.

A precious love arose to claim its might.

My heart just woke up and found its guide.

17:19h/02.11.2008

Barcelona

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